Cupcake Monster

So I was feeling a little down in the dumps today, and someone bought me a cupcake to cheer me up :) The way to my heart, haha! I wanna be someones wee cupcake again!

I forgot how fucking sexy Bleeding Through are haha!

Well, Brandan Schieppati and Marta anyway!

Mmmmm.

BOOM!

The past few days have been a tad difficult for me. I've threw strops left, right and centre. You'd think 14 years down the line it would get easier.. but it never gets any easier. I'm thankful that my mates were around to take my mind off it all a wee bit and I had a fabby time at the Cathouse with them all on the Saturday.

Hit Sunday though and I just wanted to sleep away my day. Didn't wanna get up, didn't wanna do anything, left Ardrossan to go home early as I didn't wanna act the cunt. I'm still not sure how to deal with those certain days of the year that upset me most. I guess I'm pretty weak haha. I kinda hoped I'd have a distraction for this weekend of all weekends, but that didn't go to plan either!

But yeah, Happy Birthday Dad.

I actually do miss you. x

Complete fail.

That's exactly what I've been these past couple of days.

Told myself I'd do a shit load on my days off and none of it happened. Instead, I've lazed about and done sweet fuck all apart from watch movies and put pictures up on my wall. I'm well chuffed with the picture wall though! Some amazing memories right there!

Plenty more to be added :) I just got too lazy to put anymore up.

Koopa's going crazy to get out so I reckon I should let her run around the bedroom whilst I actually try and tidy it. The cats in the room on my bed though so not sure if I should haha.

Oh, I seen something this morning that made me laugh at how pathetic that individual actually is. I mean, I knew the person was pathetic already, but this just proved more so. There's two posibilities  and both of them are ridiculous. So either way, you fucking lose at life.

Enough of my rambling for now.

Over and oooot.

2010!

Looks like I bailed on the whole keeping things up to date eh!

I'm amazing at this shit.

Well, from the last time I updated this piece of shit, a lot of things have chamged! Still loving life more than ever. That certain someone is over and done with and I've not wasted any more time with it. Happy to say the least.

This year has actually been great. It's obviously had its ups and downs, just like everything else but to be honest, I can't think of much shitty things! Most of it's just been top!

Last weekend me and Rach headed to Norwich (which totally fucking skint me heavy heavy) to see Ian and Olly. It was a class weekend. Not had a weekend like that in a long time. Sat in this weekend so I can save me some cash for the dudes coming up this weekend. Fuck knows how I'm gonna manage this considering I still have like £100 too pay for the rest of my tattoo on the 12th. OWWWW.

That's all I can be bothered with updating right now, so fuck ye.

I'm off to tidy this bombsite of a room and shove up some pics on my black as fuck wall.

"Hero Mode"

Hahahaha, the past few days have been amazing. Feels like a teaser of how life will be for me and Rachael in our wee flat when the time comes :).

So my Grandad left to go to Italy on Monday. As soon as he left, me and Rachy had a few people over. Craig and James came for a wee bit, and Kenny, his bro and cousin stayed over and we played hide and seek in the dark for around 4 hours, haha!

Stuart and his mate came over on Tuesday and ended up staying and we got pished out our faces. The chat and banter was fucking ridiculous :D. Got no sleep whatsoever though and Stuart kept stealing my duvet and telling me to go make him tea. They left around half1 and me and Rach slept ALL day. Still fucking shattered. Had a lazy one yesterday and I reckon we'll be heading to Larky to bring in the New Year instead of having people around here. Sounds like a better plan tbh.

Hmmmm. I'm loving it.

I wouldn't touch you with someone else's dick

Went a long drive today after work, was sweet! Drove around Fife, oh how I hate this place though haha. Can't wait until I'm driving about randomly around Hamilton/Glasgow with Rachy in the car!<3.

I've been in proper amazing moods lately :) And for once in a very long time, I'm quite enjoying the single life. ;) Stress free, and pretty damn fun when you want it to be.

I'm gonna paint my nails, stick on a movie and then fall asleep :)